I figured out a way to think more positively during all my trials and tribulations. I'm going to write down all my fear, find the inverse of that, and focus on that instead.
I'm afraid of being an unemployed loser----------> I want to contribute to society in a job that I love
The spectrum of things we DON'T want is so large, but the things you DO want is exact. Focusing on what you do want will help hopefully help you feel more positive and have something to work towards.